I met my first and only boyfriend at school and for a while it seemed like we would be together for ever. We liked the same music, the same films, and the same books and when we weren’t physically in the same place we would be forever texting and snap chatting. But then I found out that he was flirting with some other girls on Facebook – a friend took a screen shot of a conversation and sent it to me (it was quite sexual in content and he even asked one of the girls to send him a nude photograph of herself!) – and that made me realise that we were not soul mates after all. It did affect me for a while if I am honest. I have trust issues now with men and so every time I am asked out on a date I say no. And I am asked out on dates a lot! Let me explain.
When it comes to appearance I am not going to be all shy and self-deprecating. The fact is that I am hot, sex on a stick hot. I know this because when I go out to a bar I am immediately surrounded by men. I like men and they like me! And because I am only eighteen and naturally toned I can get away wearing the most outrageous outfits. I love to dress up in sexy short skirts whilst wearing pull up stockings just over my knee. Add a low cut top and you can see how I have the men drooling. Older guys really lust after me and they offer me all sorts of inducements to spend time with them – I could have made a living out of accepting the gifts I have been offered. But the thing is I do not want to be hurt.
This made me think about becoming an escort. A friend of a friend signed up with an agency a short time ago and she is loving it! She never shuts up about the fun she is having and how she can now afford all the clothes that she has always really wanted. But then Jenny has had tens of sexual partners by all accounts and if you believe the gossip she has been to sex parties and even spent some time doing some erotic movies as well as being a lap dancer for a while. Given I have only limited experience with men, would I be suitable for life as an escort?
Confidence isn’t the problem. Attractiveness isn’t the problem. Being hot and sexy isn’t the problem. The issue is just how good a sensual massage with me would be. I mean, if you have only ever had sensual massages with one partner can you hope to please the many and disparate people who are sure to book my services when they see my pictures? Oh yes, my pictures, I haven’t mentioned them yet.
One of the older guys I met at a club recently said that he was a photographer and he was always looking for models. He said he would be more than happy to provide me with a portfolio should I ever consider that line of work. He told me that tall and slim blondes were always in demand, especially ones like me with curves where curves had no right to be. I took by that that he was referring to the fact that I have a 34c bust despite having only a 22 inch waist. My arse isn’t all that bad either! Well, of course I took him up on the offer but warned him there would be no naughty business and if he hoped that sex would be on the menu he had got it wrong on this occasion. He did look a little downhearted at the knockback and so I hinted that didn’t mean we couldn’t have some other intimate fun. That cheered him up.
So, I went along to Jeremy’s place on Saturday for my photographs and found him craning his neck at the window, clearly ever so excited to see me. I suddenly realised that I hadn’t brought anything special to wear but he reassured me that he had just everything we needed: by that he meant a camera, a chaise longue and some velvet drapes which he used as a backdrop! I sighed deeply, a little apprehensive at the idea of doing topless and even nude photographs! But Jeremy was quite persuasive. It was my perfect body he wanted to showcase he said and after a moment’s hesitation I thought why not? And I was so happy with the photos that I decided that Jeremy would be able to have his fun after all. Why not get a little practice in – we spent the entire afternoon and most of the evening enjoying sensual massages and he taught me such a lot!
So, I have the photographs ready to show the agency. But that brings me back to my question. Can a girl with limited experience with men be any good as an escort? Jeremy was so supportive when I told him of my plans. In fact he said he would book me right there and then for every Saturday afternoon for the next six weeks. I guess that answered my question really!
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